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Part 5 All the while i keep the kids quiet and i entertain them myself (i do this without realising i am walking on eggshells) for the most part when he is around, he is tired and moody from work. This also involves silent treatments, i experience those with him from the start of the relationship, something i had never experienced before in my life and i find it really hard to make sense of. I can tell that something is wrong but if i ask he is always fine and i am making him angry because i ask. I dont want him getting the shits and i dont want myself or the kids to be yelled at. He does love us though, he gives us cuddles and kisses and kindness when it suits him. He will play with the kids at times and then abrubtly get the shits and yell at them to stop after he has gotten them all stirred up. I can see they find it confusing. I talk to him about it. I think he gets it. Over the space of a few months i start to feel exhausted all the time, i feel really emotional, i feel really anxious and agitated, i find myself feeling extremely lonely even when people are around, i cant think straight, the simplest of tasks feel overwhelming, i have insomnia. I smack my kids a few times over silly toddler stuff that has never bothered me before, i would then bawl my eyes out because it felt like i was a bad mother. I didnt know who i was anymore. At the same time my dad (who i was very close with growing up) is being further lost to the late stages of early onset alzheimers. I am grieving. My anxiety ramps up the most when we visit his parents because there have always been rules (from him, not them) about how we behave or look around them. There has always been guaranteed moodiness and arguments on the way home. I can see now that he was pretending to be what he wasnt and the kids and i got to wear the brunt of him trying to contain himself. Whenever i cry or talk to him about how i feel, what i get from him is things like "wake up to yourself", "get over it", "its not that bad", "its not that hard" , "whats wrong with you", "all you do is cry" etc etc etc. Usually with a bit of swearing at me thrown in. https://youtu.be/DpWVsOyf0n4

When they lovebomb you, it’s great at first but you feel a tad smothered. But soon it all goes downhill so that you never feel safe from attack. Plus, they certainly go to great lengths to make you feel unlovable. Double tap if this resonates with you. . . . . . #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcabuse #narcissisticabuse #manchild #entitled #narcism #walkingoneggshells #gaslighting #isolated #mentalabuse #psychologicalabuse #narcopath #healingfromabuse #anniekaszina #youdeservebetter #narcissists #manipulators #toxicpeople

Reposted from @narcissist.sociopath.awarenes2 - Their reputation is far more important to them than actually being a good person. @shannonthomas ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Email @narcissist.sociopath.awareness@gmail.com IG @narcissist.sociopath.awarenes2 twitter @narcopathaware FB @ Narcissist Sociopath Awareness www.narcissist-sociopath-awareness.com •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• #lifecoach #narcissistsociopathawarenes2 #sociopath #narcissist #psychopath #narcissisticabuse #cheater #breakup #abandonment #timesup #toxicpeople #crazymaking #empath #redflags #closure #coercivecontrol #gaslighting #walkingoneggshells #anxiety #fu_slh #betrayal #shannonthomas #healingfromhiddenabuse #boundaries #psychologicalabuse #silenttreatment #trauma #emotionalabuse

a.cat9
(@biophilia9)

14 Hours Ago

For those who have been in a #narcissist relationship #friendship or who have #family or #coworkers who are narcs you may be going through some level of #cognitivedissonance and maybe also #stockholmsyndrome because #narcissistabuse #sociopath #psychopath #abuse has a form of extreme #manipulation #deception, within the abuse you have gone through a series of extreme #highs and #lows, when one min you have been put on the pedestal and they are #lovebombing you and acting extra caring and lovely towards you and the next you are being #devalued and finally discarded like trash! Within the abuse cycle you’ll be going trough a series of what you think is #unconditionallove but this isn’t the real them because the mask is firmly on faking everything! When the mask slips you’ll start to see the real them show up and it’s the opposite of what you’ve been used to for weeks, months and years! When you see the #ugly #truth under the mask you’ll be utterly #confused! This is where the cognitive dissonance starts to come in and you’ll be in a state of always #secondguessing #walkingoneggshells feeling #uneasy and #uncertain and questioning your own perception. This is why you don’t realise at the time narcissistic abuse uses #brainwashing and #gaslighting! Information gets twisted to extreme levels! When you start to come out of this situation, you still aren’t out of it because of how you thought it used to be. The truth is when you are feeling a certain way such as utter confusion and #mixedsignals this is a sure sign they ain’t right! You’ve got to walk away and start getting clear by yourself! Eventually you’ll realise you felt as though you where drugged up! When you are completely out of it and things do start to get clear. You’ll wake up! You’ll let go! You’ll #heal! You’ll do the work for yourself to be free! You’ll build yourself up each day! You’ll start to feel yourself again! You’ll pull yourself out of this abusive situation including in your mind! There will come a time when you’ll put your foot down and say NO! To the utter nonsense that’s been holding you back! You’ll stop! You’ll walk away and love yourself #bodymindsoul #heart 💗

Their reputation is far more important to them than actually being a good person. @shannonthomas ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Email @narcissist.sociopath.awareness@gmail.com IG @narcissist.sociopath.awarenes2 twitter @narcopathaware FB @ Narcissist Sociopath Awareness www.narcissist-sociopath-awareness.com •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• #lifecoach #narcissistsociopathawarenes2 #sociopath #narcissist #psychopath #narcissisticabuse #cheater #breakup #abandonment #timesup #toxicpeople #crazymaking #empath #redflags #closure #coercivecontrol #gaslighting #walkingoneggshells #anxiety #fu_slh #betrayal #shannonthomas #healingfromhiddenabuse #boundaries #psychologicalabuse #silenttreatment #trauma #emotionalabuse

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8. Placement of Blame You can bet if you choose to stay with an abusive partner that you’ll be blamed for everything that goes wrong in their lives. An abusive lover will never accept personal blame for anything. They are masters at turning things around on their spouses so they never assume any guilt.

Hope is one of the greatest motivation for pressing on through any kind of obstacle Yes there is hope for better relationships for anyone.Please share dating tips for some of us who want to get into the game again. Light Tip:Smile and make eye contact.😊😅 Let's chat in the comments👇👇👇

This one is everything🙌🏼 @little.girl.found

When you have done all you can..the last thing you can do is let it go Sis/bro @Thecrimsonkiss

If He is the one....

7. Alienating Your Friends and Family An abuser knows that they won’t get away with mistreating you if you have supportive friends and family in the picture to challenge their behavior. That’s why they will slowly try to convince you that others don’t appreciate you or value your relationship. Soon you will lose all sense of yourself and only have them for support. What better way to control your every behavior, right?

. What do eggshells have to do with our next exhibition, "The Index" with @annette.carmichael ? You'll have to come to the opening to find out! Saturday 23rd Feb 6pm . On that note we are calling out for eggshells, cracked and washed as they are in this picture. If you can assist please drop them into the Can office between 9am and 4pm this week. . . . #theindex #walkingoneggshells #exhibitionopening #contemporarydance #photography #textiles #scultpure #soundscapes #homeofesperancearts #39yearsofesperancearts #yourcommunityartcentre #canneryartcentre

Tracy Crighton
(@tr4c3c)

2 Days 21 Hours Ago

Sometimes I would forget he was ignoring me. My unanswered question hanging in the air, making me feel small and inconsequential. #narcissisticabuse #emotionalabusesurvivor #domesticviolenceawareness#coercivecontrol #afterthenarc #npd #bully #sociopath #walkingoneggshells

Eddie Ifft
(@eddieifft)

2 Days 22 Hours Ago

Im such a bad ass! Adelaide Australia, I’m back and shows have been SELLING OUT so get tickets for #walkingoneggshells at the @thegardenofud while they are available at eddieifft.com or @adlfringe

REAL TALK Our awareness and willingness to acknowledge that we are being manipulated is a superpower. It allows us to resist being gaslighted or conned, and it can save us from a lifetime‘s worth of pain with a toxic individual. Facing the reality of an abuser’s true self and their sadistic manipulation methods may be difficult, but denying that harsh reality only keeps us trapped in the abuse cycle. To be aware is to be free, and an empowered survivor is a narcissist worst nightmare. #mindgames #nocontact #redflags #trauma #psychologicalabuse #silenttreatment #abuse #liar #maskemotionalabuse #wolfinsheepsclothing #powercontrol #boundaries #triggers #isolate #walkingoneggshells

Reena Burton
(@reena.burton.art)

2 Days 24 Hours Ago

. Having a borderline mother is like being born into broken glass. In lighter times, I seem to have built a decent vessel around my adult self. A lean-to of sorts; just enough to keep warm and keep loving those around me as best I can. Hoping that if I give enough love to them, they won’t notice what I fear is true of myself in the darker times; that I am not worthy of their love in return. . That I am a horrible daughter. I am a horrible partner, mother, sister, and friend. I am a horrible artist, neighbor, human. There are a million other people who are better, more capable, more needed versions of me in this world, and I should just excuse myself from this attempt at life. Her voice in my head says I am never going to deserve the love offered to me, because I was never enough for her, the one person a child is always enough for. She was supposed to love me always, but she didn’t/doesn’t/can’t. What can that mean? If one’s own mother can’t show them love, is that not the ultimate sign they are unlovable? . I feel this knowledge, always. Sometimes I am strong, grown, rational. Other times it swallows me whole. All the time though, I am broken, just like she is broken. And no matter how hard I try, or how much therapy/yoga/meditation/self-love I attempt to practice; I can never fix the hole it has left in me, or the hole that was left in her. It aches like a lost limb, waking me up just as I’ve finally begun to forget; suddenly throbbing with a grief I can’t ever see clearly. . In these dark moments I fear I’ll never find my way to wholeness. Plagued by anxiety and panic; always feeling everything now, because it never felt safe to feel anything then. Afraid to reach out for help, because the one person I always needed was angry that I needed her. Ashamed to be alive, really, since being alive caused her such pain. Constantly, continuously, apologizing for my existence. . #survivingaborderlineparent #walkingoneggshells #empathhealing #arttherapy

6. Picking at Faults Does your partner treat you like a child? Most abusers who use verbal abuse as their prime tool will treat you like a misbehaved child, yelling and disciplining you as they demean and point out your every fault. However, if you try to correct them, get ready for a seriously defensive and angry backlash.

Eddie Ifft
(@eddieifft)

3 Days 14 Hours Ago

Ran into this little guy on my run with @adventureMick in the hills of Adelaide today. Come see my show #walkingoneggshells at the @adlfringe in the @thegardenofud in the Factory Theater from now until March 17. Tickets at @eddieifft.com

Why these post one May be asking themselves? They speak to a season of my life that snuffled my Spirit and flame. I survived and that testimony now fuels my purpose. I didn’t survive to just survive...It was ordained for me to help a many Queens & possibly a few Kings! Grateful that Abba kept me so that I now can open my mouth and help others. Yep! There is HOPE & YOU can and will journey with a healthy FREEDOM with the Holy Spirit leading the way! Let’s connect and journey forth HEART 2 HEART! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ #mystory #hisglory #purposefulpain #riseholyspiritrise #exposure #deliverance #freedom #liberation #restoration #repost @dr_anniephd ・・・ Narcissists will always blame you for the wounds that they inflict on you. But, make no mistake, they don’t wound you by mistake. They set out to hurt, humiliate and deceive you. Please share with someone who needs to hear this because they are still trying to give a Narcissist the benefit of the doubt. . . . . . #narcissisticabuse #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcabuse #victimblaming #gaslighting #walkingoneggshells #empaths #codependent #narcism #betteralone #manchild #entitled #emotionalabuse #healingfromabuse #anniekaszina #selflove❤ #narcissists #manipulators

Bye Bye House
(@byebyehouse)

4 Days 8 Hours Ago

In the past I would have probably been more tolerant of dirty clothes on the floor. But we need to sell our house and that entails being more tidy. Making changes. Doing more work. Husband more interested in playing his video game 5+ hours a day. I kept quiet with my building anger because confrontation leads to gaslighting, playing victim, whataboutism, etc. #stress #gaslighting #marriage #walkingoneggshells #conflict #whataboutism #fighting #messy #dirtyclothes #overwhelmed #itshouldntbethishard

Annie Kaszina
(@dr_anniephd)

4 Days 17 Hours Ago

Narcissists will always blame you for the wounds that they inflict on you. But, make no mistake, they don’t wound you by mistake. They set out to hurt, humiliate and deceive you. Please share with someone who needs to hear this because they are still trying to give a Narcissist the benefit of the doubt. . . . . . #narcissisticabuse #narcissisticabusesurvivor #narcabuse #victimblaming #gaslighting #walkingoneggshells #empaths #codependent #narcism #betteralone #manchild #entitled #emotionalabuse #healingfromabuse #anniekaszina #selflove❤ #narcissists #manipulators

Inspired
(@conquering_our_lives)

4 Days 24 Hours Ago

Some people try to make you feel like you have to limit your true self around them otherwise they'll blow. That's not right and they aren't justified in how they're acting & treating you. There's a word for these people and that is -- toxic.🚫 •• Some will tip toe around them, others will trample the shells, but my advice is to not keep exposing yourself to someone who makes you feel bad about their mess.✌ •• Your true self should be free and accepted and celebrated💕 ••• #reachinggoals #dreams #ambition #journey #perspective #inspiration #inspired #inspiring #motivation #advice #toxic #conquer #conqueringlife #dontgiveup #keepgoing #staymotivated #godisgood #heartofthelion #eggshells #walkingoneggshells #soldiers #speakyourmind #bravery #toxicpeople #liveyourlife

that’s a face only a mother could scold #walkingoneggshells

This is no way to live. If you feel uncomfortable in a relationship, no matter the reason, it’s time to re-evaluate what you deserve in a relationship. . . . . . . #narcissisticabuse #fakelove #boundaries #narcissist #narcissisticabusesurvivor #walkingoneggshells #emotionalabuse #mentalabuse #psychologicalabuse #abuserecovery #abusesurvivor #cptsd #outthenarc #healingfromabuse #npd #toxicrelationships

Part 1 I didnt realise i was in a cycle of abuse. I I left the first time not even a year in at age 19. He was drunk and he punched me. He was terribly sorry, he told his mother, he apparently took responsibility and learned from his mistake. I believed him. I gave him another chance. I know i need to be careful when he is drunk, dont say the wrong thing, dont do the wrong thing, dont look the wrong way. I am now more careful so its ok. I think.... The damage has already been done. Its up to me to be careful. Its ok though because there is a side of him that I love & adore. He has been through a lot in his life, he has suffered, he has been punished, controlled, has had all his feelings invalidated and has never felt good enough. The poor guy.... I will show him how to love, if i love him enough he will know he is good enough, if i show him trust he will know he can be trusted. If i show him i am not controlling, he will know what it feels like to have freedom and not be controlled. I will be the one to show him what real love is, i will love him into worthiness. That is why i dont leave. Relationships are hard work and i have made a commitment. Its not easy but i believe together we can do anything. I was wrong. Over 22 years we have some pretty major ups and downs. 5 years in we have our first child. As a mother i am in heaven, i know this is what i was born to do, at this point stuff starts to go really wrong. I am unable to give him as much love and attention as he needs. I am working four hours a day five days a week from when she is five weeks old. I dont want him to feel the burden of being a provider because he has told me the pressure he feels. The pressure he feels has caused him to stay out late into the night after work, to get drunk, to gamble, to fight with me because i am upset about it. The arguing, the yelling, the tantrum chucking causes our baby to scream. I cant have this for my baby. I learn to stay quiet, discuss it in the morning. He is amiable in the mornings, he is sorry, he is reasonable. https://youtu.be/k4V3Mo61fJM

Vali
(@project_pan_empties)

6 Days 10 Hours Ago

#makeupinventory Part 12 - Drugstore Eyeshadow Palette I have a good amount, but I wouldn't say the same about the variety of the colours, you can definitely see a colour scheme in there 😂 All of them are #crueltyfree besides the L'oreal one which I got last Christmas from my Secret Santa so can't complain about it, not a favourite though 😅 #sleekcosmetics #goodnightsweetheart #milanicosmetics #earthyelemnts #wetnwild #nudeawakening #silenttreatment #walkingoneggshells #sweetascandy #stoprufflingmyfeathers #popcosmetics #brightupyourlife #lorealparis #lapalettenude #eyeshadowpalette #19in2019 #projectpan #nobuy #nobuy2019 #useitup #shopmystash #useyourstash #makeuplover #makeupaddiction #panningcommunity